Anxiety

Today I was at my Mom's and she was telling me how much she worried about my brother and I realized, that being a Mother, you always worry about your kids, no matter how old they are. What gets me is all the terrible what ifs. I know those thoughts are going to come no matter what I do but I wish there was some way to block them. This morning the thought was, "what if I go in to get Joshua and he is not breathing?" I try to remember to trust God, that He sustains every breath. Those thoughts still keep me up some nights.